I gotta have faith

-
Mondays are hard anyway but this one was especially difficult following a weekend spent in the doldrums. Questioning things, feeling helpless and hopeless, couldn't get on the Internet... sigh

I won't elaborate as I spent all that time feeling sorry for myself and don't need to continue. The only way I know to pull myself out of the blues is to do something. It doesn't have to be big, just something that I can say I accomplished. I always feel better afterwards.

So I launched my first request for volunteers on Volunteer Spot. I even put in a request for donations. I then posted it on Facebook and boosted the post. I feel SO MUCH BETTER!!

Now I find myself looking forward to seeing what happens next.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Changing our diet to save the planet

-
Image
We walked out of Walmart today with our groceries packed in paper bags, bags like the ones grocery stores used back in the day, no handles or ties. I'm old. I remember them well.  My son complained a little at the inconvenience, and I said, "Maybe they actually care more about saving the planet than they do about making your life more convenient in the short term." Good for Walmart, I thought, whatever their motives. And that led me to think, what would happen if businesses simply quit selling meat and started selling plant based foods? What if they did the right thing despite inconveniencing their customers?  I've been wondering this for a while. When Carl's Jr. came out with the Beyond burger, I was encouraged; all they had to do, in my opinion, is go vegan across the board. Who cares if customers don't like it as well as dead cows? Who cares if it helps save the planet?  Look, you don't have to like it as well as meat but you can...
Read more

"You are", "you're", "your"..."ur"?

-
Image
You might think that someone like me, an educator with a degree in English, would be preaching correct grammar and spelling, holding onto traditional ways of expressing ourselves in the written word.  Lately I've been bitching about the misused apostrophe in the word "it's".  I'm not insisting, however, that we relearn it all and do things traditionally; I'm saying let's move with the times and make new rules that reflect change. Might be easier that way.  After all, once upon a time, contractions were not allowed to be used in academic writing. You could not smoosh two words together to make one, even though we did that when we spoke. That changed quickly. It was impractical not to.  We're looking at the same thing as we progress to an even more technical age. Ideas are more important than spelling. Conciseness is valued.  Most importantly, no one can spell anymore. I mean, why the hell do we continue to spell it "though", "enough"...
Read more

My journey to find calm in an anxious world

-
Image
I haven't posted about my anxiety lately but that doesn't mean I haven't had it. I've been busy discovering over the last few years that there is no one single answer or cure for anxiety.  It started with an emergency visit to the hospital and finding out that I did not have a heart attack; I had a panic attack.  That's when my journey began. I started visiting my health care practitioner regularly to get a handle on my health. She prescribed an anti-anxiety medication that I continue to use. I was so relieved that it worked quickly.  But after a bit, I found that the meds alone didn't take away all of my anxiety. I needed something to take the edge off. I started trying different combinations of medical marijuana -- indica and sativa, leaning toward indica. Cannabis calms. Still, the anxiety lingered and that's when I started paying attention to what I do in my daily life and the many ways I could find calm.  I've learned, after many stumble...
Read more